For the 4th week in a row, people in northern israel, those who haven't left yet to the south, have been living in shelters and in safe-rooms feared for their lives and their children's lives from the Hizbollah rockets; Zilzal 1, Zilzal 2, Khaybar 1, Katyosha. And the list never ends.

I am one of those people!!
For the last 4 weeks i haven't left my house not even to throw out the garbage! I've been sitting in my room, waiting the alarm to go off so i can sit in the safe room and wait till the bombings are over.

I live in kiryat shemona one of the most north cities in israel. from the town Metula, beside kiryat shemona, i can see villages in lebanon, across the border.
It's frightening, hizbollah activists sitting there, watching you, bombing you, ruining your city, killing and injuring people.

Once, i used to deal with death very easly, and humoresly sometimes. It was the only way i could face it.
Now, i feel like a black shadow of death always chases me, too many soldiers fell in battle, too many civiliens died and got injured.
With every soldier's name revieled as dead, my heart breaks why do they deserve it? they're kids god damn it. The oldest might be 21 and the youngest is 18, they're kids!!!!

This situation is not fun, at least not for anyone beside hizbollah..

damn it

When it will get to an end?!!?!?!?